the von bondies, lack of communication has been on repeat.

i ccan feel my life slowing down like a top that's lost all its momentum. for the first time since i can remember, i think i'm okay with that. ties are cut, bridges have been burned, new roadways [being] built. trying to focus on my next few steps instead of looking so far into the haze that i don't realize the life around me. it's been that way for far too long.

i want to buy a house…and i want to channel all my creative energy into it..fixing it up and put a little studio in the basement for no one but myself and my closest. so i shall start saving money. just put it away and not think about it so when i'm READY, it'll be there.

i'm moving into a townhouse real quick here, within the next few weeks. my roomates have already signed the papers…i just got to get down to lansing and sign 'em. and look for a new job…

another change in my life to look back on. but i have a feeling this one will be hugely positive.