another one of those days. partied too much friday and saturday and now i'm all down; home alone. psychology…blah. offer to live in the house for free…tempting. kate…cute as a button. gaining ten pounds in a month from alcohol consumption…bad. barely able to afford a b-day present for my mumma…sad freshly showered/shaved…good. laundry is almost done…bonus. helicopters falling out of iraqi skies and making me scared for my brother's life…sick to my stomach. i dunno. i dunno.