I just feel very blah lately. Nothing too exciting is happening….went out a few times this week and i had a good time, but then it's right back to life. Same boring life. Ever dream of that life where you fly by the seat of your pants and that around every corner is something new? Something exciting or peaceful or wonderful or horrible…just something that has a little more variability than the flat-lining of what i've had lately. i think my main problem is that i don't have someone to empty all of this bottled up love onto. and get loved in return. it's been a really long time since i've had that flame that defies all logic…but is wonderful and scary all at the same time. Theres a girl out there that I'm pretty sure could fill that void, but unfortunately she's in Atlanta. Goddamnit Georgia.