Focus and self care do not come naturally to me. Maybe that’s common in this age. I am making some progress lately, slowly chipping away at some new habits. Reading, writing, small exercise routines, putting my phone down more. But progress feels glacially slow. Bad habits die hard.
Having all sorts of internet/network issues today, both personal and work.
Currently reading: Better Off Without ‘Em: A Northern Manifesto for Southern Secession by Chuck Thompson 📚
I have to start making alternative plans for Thanksgiving. IYKYK
Looking like a replay of 16.
Finished reading: A Man Without a Country by Kurt Vonnegut 📚
Home sick and more 90s nostalgia
Tuesday, November 5, 2024
Home sick today and feeling a bit wistful. I get this way a lot when I’m lying around alone with too much time on my hands. I went down a 90s nostalgia rabbit hole and found a couple gems. The first is from a podcast episode titled “What did the 90s smell like?” by We Don’t Wanna Grow Up. The other is a YouTube video of a guy flipping through a Seventeen School Zone Special magazine from 1996 that I remember purchasing on a grocery store run with my mom when I was 15.
I’m so grateful my parents are Democrats. I can’t imagine being from a family that I don’t respect.
Stepping out my front door after some rain.
I understood the assignment 🩵
Sometimes I like to live dangerously and still restart my work computer even when 143 windows are open and it asks me, “You have unsaved work. Are you sure you still want to restart?” A clean slate can feel so freeing.
There used to be this coffee shop I’d go to in high school in the 90s near Central Michigan University called U-Cup that stayed open late and had open mic nights—I even played a couple! I miss spots like that. Imagine pounding coffee after 10 p.m. like you’re at a bar without a care in the world.
I wonder if Threads has a block limit.
My five year old is learning to read. He’s picking it up, but it’s going as expected because English is strange and phonics is garbage.
When I took Japanese years ago, I used to think Kanji was insane. But now I can see how the Whole Language approach makes some sense from learning logograms then.
I’ve got two kids who will be 6 and 3 in January. Looking for unique holiday gift ideas that encourage creative play involving art or science. Doesn’t necessarily need to be a purchase, just something that can excite a young mind. TIA for any recs.
Beautiful day to renew our Oregon Zoo membership.
Not putting yourself out there
Sunday, November 3, 2024
The strangeness of putting yourself out there. The mere act of expressing that you indeed have social needs, that you crave the connection of others, is one that creates repulsion, in myself (and seemingly with others). The effort required almost makes the desired outcome somehow less desirable. Even in social situations of late, there is something different in the way we all speak to one another, something missing from the way things used to be.
Ordering from New Seasons is now an option on Amazon? When did this happen?
Good morning. I was up an hour earlier than I wanted to be.
In the Northwest, where few homes outside central cities have basements, garages often fill up with storage, superfluous items, and detritus from consumer culture, leaving no room for vehicles.
